Haunted Memories

I know by the title of the post it may give you a feel its a blog regarding some ghosts or some scary things. But, its not. Actually, it's not exactly ghostly haunted, but to some extent yes, the last one year went in such a way, that memories of years has started haunting me. There used to be a time, when I used to have so many things to share, so many things to do, I used to go frequently, every new joint opened was checked out and had their own memories, be it CCD, some cafe near Malviya Nagar( I forgot the name), one new chinese joint which keeps opening and closing again and again, Bhangardh, Nightclubs, pizza joints, shopping places, farm house, etc. etc. Yes, I regret sometimes why did things change and its not that I didnt make any efforts to make them get back to normal, but I guess God has some other plans! Just keep wishing that I get hint why things turned this way, i get some answers. Sometimes people around me, keep taunting me for turning this way, but Hold on people, Did i Choose this myself? Do I like it? No, not at all. So, stop haunting me by saying hurtful things again and again. I know I have lost few of my relations which I thought will be for lifetime. but you don't get what you want always. Not everyone's that lucky to have friends for lifetime.

Today, i dont know i should regret or not, but I just deleted few pictures and albums. I know I might regret it, but this is the right thing to do, I don't want to keep looking at pictures and remember old times.

Today on the auspicious occassion of Paryushan Parv, I seek forgiveness for all my wrong deeds from the bottom of my heart.

Micchami Dukkadam :)