My Platinum Day of Love

One fine day I was feeling happy and sent this message to my love:
Life keeps on taking turns
Along the way u realize u apologise.
We remember the things we did
Day in Day Out
We remember our sorrows
the times of no help
the times we've been alone
We also miss somethings.. Somethings very beautiful, very rare.
The nice times spent with someone.
someone very special, someone very caring.
The one who keeps pampering us. who keep gifting us very beautiful times.
Times which are worth more then anything.
We shed our tears for someone.
We remember that person every time.
the sweet nights. the endless talks
talking and talking as if there's nothing to stop.
Thanks for giving me those times. Times that will never be forgot.
I've never regretted being with u, coz it's just and just u.
Stay with me, would be my only words..words to u.
That mean much to us. Loving and missing u endlessly because they are always in imaginations,
which go on endlessly.
Ur the best thing ever happened to me. Take it from me. ur my destiny...
U matter me a lot.

Thanks
Love!!


He got surprised and kept asking me 100s of questions on it. Did you really write it? For whom did you write it for? Were you sending it to someone and by mistake sent it to me? and the list of question goes on. In my heart the ans to all these questions was clear and simple, that darling yes this is meant for you and nobody else, but my brain said something else all time.

After few months, of continuous chatting and talking this feeling started blooming in my heart where I had no control over it.
and soon I realised it that I need to tell him. With the help of a friend's support, I gathered all my strength and decided to tell him, BUT the major problem, the fear of loosing a friend, fear of rejection, fear of becoming lonely, kept haunting me.
Still, I overcame the fear and decided to write down my feelings and tell him everything. I wrote the letter which I have attached. I actually wrote it on a paper and scanned it and then emailed him, the fun part will start after the letter.

Guess on which date I had sent this email?? Can anyone guess it? It was April 1, 2009. The April Fools Day! Yes, exactly, he also thought at first instance that this is all prank. I emailed him in morning, that time he was asleep, as he was in some other part of world. Whole day my stomach was grumbling, I started getting hell scared. I felt if I could just open his email and delete the mail. But none of this happened and later in the evening, I saw him online, kept waiting for sometime for him to say, to react, but he didn't. So I only sent him msg asking him if he felt bad or something. He told me no, I know its 1st April and your a naughty girl, and its a prank, my heart literally sank, and had no words to explain how I felt. Honestly I didn't realize until he told me that it was prank's day. Then he asked me again, if you wanted to fool me you could have directly written an email, why you had to take so much of effort, write it on a paper, scan and then email it. I got my breath back and felt better at least he noticed it. Then I told him, its not a prank, believe me. but he was not ready to believe and kept asking me again. After several explanation, he agreed to believe me.

And soon he told me SORRY! I can't accept it for several reasons. I was heart broken and but still happy that he is still the same friend to me.

I had my final exams going on, so I had to concentrate on exams too. On 22nd April, after I came back from exam, I sent him a msg that my exam went well and now preparing for next. Then our normal conversation started and he kept insisting me to go and study for tomorrow's exam. I was about to leave and he asked me Do you still love me? I was like Dude, this is not a joke, its not a teenage crush which lasted for 2-3 days. Yes!! I Still Love you. As it got late, he kept asking me to study, so I finally decided to leave. He said LOVE YOU. I was surprised, I was overwhelmed and wanted to hug me tight. So, 22nd April, was finally our day of love. After all the drama he finally agreed..

There have been moments in these years when I felt like flying. My heart automatically started singing. I felt like doing all kind of things which could make him happy, which could tell him that I truly, deeply, passionately, sincerely love him.