Change Change Change all over

I can see nothing but a change in everything and everyone. Starting from myself, I can't even count the number of changes in me. My friends have changed a big time.. Don't know if its a positive change or negative but because of that also I have changed.. People are bound to change, I understand and I know I will only have to change myself and adapt according to that.. But I don't want to. Why can't things be static?? There is so much happening in the world but still it feels I'm stuck at the same.. I'm not growing.. My mind is not.. My mind is like my heart now.. They both have stopped contradicting, they agree on everything which is so strange.. I don't know why, but it is all happening.

I sometimes get feeling to go on top of a hill, shout on top of my voice, and still no one can hear me and I can cry.. Cry howsoever badly I want to.. cry for as long as I can. and just cry and cry. Crying helps me feel so relieved. A friend of mine says, your eyes get cleaned when you cry and I feel terrible when I'm crying and later so relieved and relaxed.. Crying not only cleans your eyes, they clean and refresh your mind and heart too.

I have so many things to write and share right now, but my hand is paining terribly now.. so will continue this post very soon.

Off to Delhi tomorrow for India's Got Talent event training. I hope I get to learn a lot and I enjoy.
Will Miss few people.. Big hug.

Cya Soon.. Love <3